both him and my BF. dirty minds
I didn’t even know what it was till they laughed.
Do you know what they was laughing at?
You see it in high fashion , and afro centric hair is very close to it. So why make it an insult
I have noticed that when mainstream is exposed to one particular thing
everything else that is not seen as much is odd, ugly, and not taken with.
If I go to an interview with my straight wigs, I am more likely to be hired
If I go with my natural hair their mind set mostly of the Caucasian decent will see fit of my hair to a black panther related, see it as power and to the man instead of seeing it as my natural hair growing from me like the hair upon my brow. Why can everyone else come in with their hair of naturalism and if mine is shown as dirty , showing power and unprofessional
The community is growing though , and with more notice there will be comfort and we can have a better pass of it and move on to more important things.
I love my hair and I love my wigs, and if you call my hair a poodle , I will say thank you.
which I will update to later, and some kind of picture behind.
I can not decide what yet but I do not want wall paper
I tape it to the back
for a cleaner look I took the roll and made one big tape down
We had so much fun. It was nice time out of searching around china town
looking at bunny furries and avoiding the cracks and pops of that celebration tube.
Was also trying to find a friend and avoid not meeting another.
We didn`t get any so its a half full half empty thing, so we went to the Elizabeth center.
The one we do not want to meet is an acquaintance used to be close friend that
have drop out of our lives for awhile. Dont want a weird convo on my birthday is all.
We also almost always pull the first move of things in this situation and now its their turn to grow up, we are tired of the baggage become a person for once and not a person to baby
and we will talk. But if not we will go on our day as if nothing happened.
I also went clothes shopping and thinking of doing it more but this time my tom said he will do such for me. I always felt bad accepting things from him but I realized he is happy when he sees me happy and he`s happy when he buys me things. I do not want to get used to this so ill keep thinking the way I think and we will have balance.
Anyway the shopping is going Udoli and Gyaru in forever 21 and I do not mind it. Ill be that this summer and throw out the old clothes I had since high school 8 years ago haha. Yes I still fit them.
This was desert but I had to post first
GREEN TEA ICE CREAM.
will have a video of the shop up hopefully sooner than later
Its a Japanese place that makes mostly American food
and it is to die for, we go there all the time.
She had the coffee float
and I had the melon soda float
and when I say “I” I mean me and tom
we share food I do eat allot but not at once.
Finally reached the do not give a thought *insert profanity*mentality. I do not use profanity cause I want some kind of class. Love classy yet edgy you know. But i`m there. My birthday is just on the 6th , and i`m at that time and age *yeah i`m young* to not give a thought anymore.
Hence the pictures , my hair. I had a thing with my hair. Do not like showing it. But this year I think ill do so more. I love being natural . Still do not like the touching. My BF can though he loves me natural.
But soon this blog would be filled with hard thoughs of not caring of anyones feelings. No one cares for mine, why did I grow up thinking everyone else matter except my own.