My everyday look/ short post

I realized I never really post any of my everyday looks.
Im not always gyaru, udoli, ulzzang what have you
Im lazy easy breezy….
well if you call this easy breezy haha.
So yes this is my lazy look.
When I go out I go out and It is almost always movies or with friends around NYC I am more extreme with makeup, I think it shows a form of art on my face you know.
But I have other days with family and I want to be lazy-ish with my hasty makeup techniques.
So this is usually for weekdays or for fast trips, airplane rides for example.

I love the old Hollywood look and this can go for outings with my Boyfriend as well,
but I wear circle lens cause he is always staring into these boring old black eyes
lets change it from time to time yeah. Well that is at least for me cause he never minds if ever.

Now I love to have fun
I love to dress up, look like a doll and most times un-naturally with the eyes wigs and jewelry.
Cause at the end of the day I can take it all off be myself with the people closes to me.

Im stuck here/ which to choose

Well since I am kind of stuck here not knowing if the agency will get through for my vacation, I gave up for a second and started drawing something I always want to do that seems like a gyaru vibe. I have pictures of others done from another artist on a gyaru site but dont really have permission to post such, but I have seen this on DA floating around as avatar pictures way back.

Still I’m not really drawing cause its drawing over the picture aka copying?
You know kind of like vector works
yet still its not cheating so much.
I free styled on the hair and other added details. Any who, I am glad I have one of my on works now (but dont call it vector…Because I cheated and did not use shapes.

Now I’m here like “which one is best?” I cant decide.
The grey is old school and how its suppose to be,
the color gives a bit of life yet looses that style.

Im thinking
maybe I should make a whole blog redesign with this as well
maybe even do one of these pictures for a friend.

Looks weird looking at the before and after
I edited in more lashes to see how it would look
so later Ill have a guide you know.

Well on the topic of photoshop
What is your level of using it on your photos with the chart below.
(this chart in the future is how we are going to scale the amount of photoshopping that is done on celebrities in magazines)

Im of course the first level.
The others seems to not only smooth the imperfections but reshape parts of the photograph like nose , teeth , chin , forehead…..
I just correct lighting and even tone (and most times bags).
I thought this chart would be fun to mention.
God I want to get out of america <<

Is that grunge gyaru?

Here is another Gyaru inspo post, mix with some punk or what have you.
Brings back highschool memories.

I don’t like the new blogger Picture viewing
because you cant see the the whole big picture here.
Yes the no makeup face but luckily I have people that like me either way

Beauty blender and this foundation (and only a dab)
goes a long way for me and feels like nothing at all

Highlight goes a very long way as well
this and a dab of foundation is all I need.
I only do heavy makeup only to eyes,
even then its only for gyaru inspired things

Bronzer for some color/warmth

I wish this was less chalky and more creamy in the color
its still stark white-ish not even peach in tone.
Ill have to keep looking

Sparkle/sheer champagne

I love GOLDDD!!!!!
Only in the corners this time
I would of lined my eyes with black
but it gets itchy and is hard to take off.
And if I am not going to work this outside right now
so why bother

I need to get matte blush but this will do.

Also I could of done the lashes better (not glue but drawn it)
but I began like it. Kind of grunge looking

Gold, gold, gold high lights
One day ill get peach , and omg ORANGE.
Dont get me started on yellow.

Foundation on the side of lips
And done with that grunge gyaru look

Now I want to get my skulls and spikes and chains
Kind of like those d.i.a. belts, I bet they are expensive
But I’m a crafter, ill find a way around that.

Took off the hood and hair gets messy

And that is alright by me of course
it adds to the grunge look and as well with those messy lashes

Besides I like drawing in the lashes

One day ill get as good as her makeup.
Look at those drawn in lashes, so pro.
Shes a major makeup inspo to me.

Pfft compared to her this is a joke haha.
Ill get there Ill just claim this grunge for now.
(pulled of the bottom lashes here)

e.Lips.f. review and application

So I finally got my lens in the mail in which have gave me inspiration to do makeup and a review on the cheap 1$ e.l.f. lipsticks at my local target.

I have four out of six.
I couldn’t find the others, I mean it is only 1$
I could buy a whole collection with that.

I also have a video coming up showing the swatches/application.
I will mention it smells like kool aid or candy
(maybe around the time I tell my brother to say hi to the camera.)
It is very smooth and will last as long as you like

I also got the gloss and a cover girl brozer (which had rave reviews) from the queen collection (the darkest one). I dont see much a difference maybe because im dark already but it does give a kind of glow to your face. The Revlon color stay is amazing

Picture time!!!!

I will have a tutorial next post of this whole look
…more of a process one not much a tutorial.

not much aye…wait till you see my other post >.<
Anyway, thanks for reading or viewing.

I forgot to say (update on my cancer)

Its just a quick update but later I have some review on the new elf lipsticks and circle lens , maybe even a step by step make up tut but only for here most likely. I already mentioned the good news on my DA but forgot about my bloggers >.< (so sorry) so ill copy and paste here.

So I went to my oncologist and he literally said “well, you dont need to come back anymore” I shrieked “YES!!!…. I mean….ill miss you guys”. He then proceed to say as he chuckled “we get that all the time we dont take it personally. But maybe come back once in awhile (which is maybe once a year/ 2years) but as of right now your scans are clean and you are fully cured and its a slim change of coming back especially since I didn’t take the road down the radiation path” Which could of raised my chances of breast cancer. I was smiling ear to ear. My mom shook hands and was like “well you look happy” and so did another patient. I hoped she gets the same luck as and get well, and I told her so which is strange of me, i’m not really that good with talking to people even when wishing them well.

This whole week, was so awesome. I mean from yesterday and today it made my whole month. I realized yet again, that feeling I would have when sharing with friends. It could be a present , object or night.

So that is it im clean of cancer (still have to proceed with caution obviously) and have a low chance of it coming back, of course I see life as different but… still didn’t hit me. For years now since this started I feel as if i’m living in a dream. When I first found out I had cancer it didnt feel real and still dont. I can blame that on my family even though they saw it as a huge deal they never really mentioned or treated me that way. We went as normal so I felt normal…except when sick but other than that life is still a dream for me……I wonder when ill wake up. Not sure if I want to cause I like this dream.

So now what? I plan to pay off my loans 2 years from now, I was pulled out of school and couldnt go back. With that I have loans to pay and dont even have a degree to show for it even if Id only had 2 months left to finish. Well that is life its not only fair ill just move forward. After I pay off my loans then ill go back to school…..with caution though im not planning to take out another loan again.