Its okay to be selfish, once in awhile/ Meet pictures


Thank you for accepting me as who I am. A purple headed blogger, with bad spelling and grammar. To tell you the truth I try to improve on it every day,  I even re-read my post 3 times over. But only when I come back to it a month from now I will see all the mistakes. I seriously think im dyslexic (…..I spelled that right the first time, wow improvement) or my mind runs too fast to do anything but over all, I cant take my time. Looks like ill never find out because health care sucks in America and im sure anything education related its way down the line under war, the rich and bad food.


Where was I going?

Oh, found myself. This is all about my purple hair and why I want it to be all mine (insert evil laugh)-


If you want to see the gal meet pictures , keep on scrolling


-I am willing to share anything, anything but my purple hair. Its part of me at the moment and I want to keep it as long as I can. This makes me selfish but not fully and I think that having one or two things for yourself is okay. I feel you cant share every single experience because then you’ll have copies or unoriginality and sometimes people need to take the same dirt road you had, to appreciate the journey. Besides its just hair color its not like im stopping anyone form getting new lens or garter belts *hint hint* referencing past post.


There was drama very recently on the gal/sales page and this had me baffled. Two girls, one taken stuff for months one haven’t gotten paid for months and you know what some people did? Blame the taker along with the giver, that is insane. You blame her for trusting someone else. Yes this can be naive or a learning experience later for her but never ever say you should of to the victim. That victim was trusting and she wanted to share, maybe instead of “you should of” maybe replace that with “next time” or “in the future”. Is she suppose to think all people are assumed this way? ……..Well sure but shes not me or anyone else XD. Now if this happens constantly then you blame, by then she chose not to learn and you shouldn’t complain if you dont want to learn. I cant belive this is what we live with hounestly. What we should be doing is banning the towns thieves not the person who feels safe walking around with thier gold.


So what that has to do with selfishness? To me it feels like those people were blaming the helper/victim (or vacuum because auto correct rules my life) and if we continue to do that why help in the first place. Soon we will only have….nothing, just selfish girls all about themselves who never want to share where they got a item, lens, jewelery, materials, lashes, wigs and whatever they feel the other person can steal and bypass them in their “””gyaru status“””. Yeah I ran into some of those *hint hint, its not only in my past post*. That results into a lack of community.



Who am I kidding I cant rock the purple hair alone and I wasn’t the first, but im not giving anything about how I deal with it, though I have other things to share like makeup reviews


Lens reviews


Lash reviews


and other items like the Sailor moon compact mirror


I think you are selfish for asking too much from me….love you though


Okay so you are not bored, lest show the past gyaru meet before I forget it


































This is my look, because Im basic during the winter.

Its all about keeping warm, extra leggings and protection from extreme winds because 

Manhattan is an island





Okay I love you bye bye ~



This is where I got that from



Amazing pictures of my SailorMoon mirror Compact

*the plastic is on, on the bottom*


This is how the video is going to look. I recorded a video to show the details close to real life and also a review on my fangs and suki mascara. I dont like to write much but I dont need to anyway the pictures does speack for itself. There is a few unedited and other slightly more edited photos, ill tell you which is which. It is just for the pretty looks becuase this thing is sexy and I couldn’t handle myself. 



The picture all the way on top is not edited as well as what follows on the bottom. Edited means just the surrounding of the object but not of its original color and shape. I think the lighting made it a slight more golder but not by that much. 



I just…….



Look how hot it is. I enjoyed taking its photos so much that I ran out of space on my card. I really didn’t need all those pictures of the same side or gems, but I couldn’t help myself.


 The bottom mirror is bigger by 5x compared to the top. So those lashes can be seen if the glue is not working.

 Its made of alloy metal (talking of the mirror not the Altoids, which btw is where my fangs are nesting.)

 The paint is not paint its epoxy, which is a resin and let me tell you. NO FINGER PRINTS. You can touch the front as much as you want and its as smooth as eggs with no smudges, but the back well I didn’t want to take off the plastic (which you can see in the very first picture) But no one is looking at the back are they?


This is what starlight shipped it in. The bigger box; which couldn’t fit in my light box, was also filled with those same peanuts, they were very carefull. Here is the layers ~

-Bubble wrapped

-packing peanuts


-packing peanuts

-bigger box.



The size; this gold is the real color as well, very accurate.


 It cant open all the way but enough for you to look into the two mirrors 




This is my baby and I rather this over any other Sailor moon merch from the real company, do you know why? Its not cheap looking or made of cheap plastic that you have to keep it in the box to keep it clean. This is helpful, sturdy and have weight to it, it feels real and even more real than what the original toys, yes toys are. If im going to collect them I will want to show them off and will want them to last, not in a box hiding from dust……thats for my iron man/Harry potter collections XD.


Speaking about collecting,  

Starlight Studio have informed me that next year they will be making 1 or 2 more compacts next year. The first one is there already (ill put links on the bottom of this post) and if this happen ill be collecting all including the first to have a collection.


Starlight studios if you are reading this my email is ; 

You email me when they are going to be on sale so I can save up and buy ASAP. 


Now back to pretty pictures and these are the slightly more edited ones, enjoy!

















I adore her so much and I am keeping my fingers crossed for the other compacts. 

And hopefully they will get into jewelry too (which they kind of have already)



Okay i love you bye bye ~

Suki Vitamin-e Lipgloss: Asian Product on African Skin



I have three products I have reviewed here, 2 came in one package and its an off brand drugstore called “Dolly  Dolly”. 

They dont sell them anymore because its crap I suppose. 


To make things clear I didn’t Photoshop or touch the lips in the result pictures.

 Suki came in such a pretty box I didnt want to throw it away.

 The English is as horrendous as mine but they’re right; it is soft and moisturizing. It feels really good on the lips.




But first the “Dolly Dolly”


 Two in a pack and it was around 5$ I think. My lips are bare here.

 Put it on……

 …..and not much of a change yet this is the most pigmented on the two.


 Nope, its a waste for an over sea product.


 Lips bare again.

 Here comes the “Suki”

 And there is a change even on my lips.

 Its very pretty, a subtle yet natural look


I also gave it a gradient by putting a more pigmented red on the inner parts of my lips and it looks amazing.


 You can tell which is the suki.


 Ill be using the suki as a lip balm and the “Dolly” As back up in separate bags.

Here are the more dolly pictures





Excuse the wig it was around 12$ on ebay.

 Im going to give it a second soak in conditioner when im not lazy.

Okay I love you bye bye ~


Why come to gyaru if you want to be NORMAL? Talking to mirrors

Not really a rant, just more of questions and answers to help me move on:  think of it as having a conversation out loud to the mirror then felling better in the end ^x^


I dont get these certain types, what is the point? If they lack the skills in makeup or dont want to take the effort and rather the style to dumb itself down to a popteen model or to a normal looking American girl, Japanese girl, Italian girl, etc. Why go for that look in the first place if it already exist. Why would I fly my interest into the Asian culture overseas in makeup for NORMAL MAKEUP LOOKS. Why? It is here already in the fashion mags and guess what the facial features are here as well so its easier for me to be a normal faced girl with other girls who looks like me in the magazines here. But for me to fly my interest across the world to find normal is a bit odd.



I can maybe tell you why.  

The Gyaru name; The name and the popularity of the community. Get more blog hits, more people to talk too about the new fad and trend overseas, have something interesting to talk about because in their heads its a fad. But they never had makeup in mind and that is why they want to just do normal makeup and get away with it.



just plain lazy and need approval fast.  They wouldn’t see it but just like here in the states the magazines will take a fad and make it plain enough for the majority because its “new” compared to jeans and a shirt or pencil skirt and a dress shirt or American apparel styled Highschooler . You think the gyaru community is bad? Try to be Goth with the way magazines portray it and join a hard core goth community; they would rip you apart.


Here is another reason; wanna be Japanese.

I don’t really have to explain the extreme weeaboo-isms


Thats three but why do you think these types of people want the gyaru title? For now im not really caring to title myself im just going to be all the gyarus-



Thanks to Olivia for this meme


And if I feel im pizza gyaru, then I am a pizza gyaru that day.  Put some pastel in there and im pastel gyaru, I may bring back the fro gyaru, and sprinkle a little spiked gyaru.



What they dont see is the trend dying in the future, I see another udoli happening if anything. At least its easier to do tutorials now. I guess im still hanging on for the fun part because gyaru started my change and if it was what it was right now id be fairy kei or just pastel goth because its different which was the point of gyaru. Like those tumblr styles along with lolita there is a simple guideline to follow and with that its nice to see an army of lolitas walking past, even with the different personalities, colors and styles they still look uniformed and tight as a community (even with the drama). But what community dont have drama? I would love to know. Still, I cant point out any gyaru from the streets if it ever going to happen here. How can anyone if I cant? Lashes and blush? Even with a DIA belt I wont see it.



Whats the point of calling yourself gyaru with whats going on?

Its a simple question. Its like me calling my self gaijin in japan as to calling myself girl in America. “hey what style is this?” “Its the girl style!” And that is what gyaru is going to be. Hopefully the full makeup work out real gals whos into the art will change the name to something more fitting. Can we rename it Queen so at least they know it involves lots of makeup? OMG NEW TUMBLR TAG Gyaru Queen I think I solved my own problem and before you know it youll just drop the gyaru and call it gal queen or queen. Any girl with well made makeup is Gal Queen, atleast people would understand that here drag queens are a big inspiration anyway and gal queen sounds like a girl version with plenty of makeup.





Still im all the gyarus.





one of them.

Why a critique is still good even after backlash (oh yeah there is screenshots)

Come one come all, sit and listen to my tales and experiences on critiquing another who will more than likely hate you after, even maybe a little worst. If you give an “honest” opinion to many at a time it has a chance for the round table gathering of why that person (you) is the worst person to come onto tis earth and all of a sudden magically have two faces of an ugly ogre. Well not ogre more like drag queen which honestly not an insult especially when directed towards me.



Tangent : Can we work on that first? Why is drag queen an insult nowadays or realated to someone they obviously hate who also does makeup?

Okay worst case scenario the drag queen insult means I look like a man in makeup. So what’s so insulting on calling me a man?

-In doing so do people magically avoid me because I look like a man or someone called me a man? Nah son.

-Do people avoid men? I don’t think so, not for no reason.

-Do people avoid others for makeup? Nope.


Usually men who do makeup has a huge following and support.


Wayne Goss, Perfect androgyny, Petrilude? All beautiful inspiring men who do makeup with a big heart and huge following. Where is the insult, up their arse that is.

So I have the skills of a drag queen, a big heart, a following and confidence to rock.

That is awesome. I won’t complain if I look like Ru Paul either who would?




Though I think they are confusing drag from androgynous people which is an honest mistake. I guess I’m originally a boy who look drastically like a girl, no problem there. Nothing wrong with being a man doing my makeup and mistakenly being called a girl constantly. Actually no one ever called me a boy outside the internet how odd.


Cowards can’t find any relevancy to why they hate you other than their personal feelings and problems. Not like I bombed a plane full of kittens. Really only people that was butt hurt from my honesty called me “drag”  also the obvious jealousy of others. If this the worst they can call me I’m shocked. If that’s all I’ll have to worry about well damn I’m honored, I wish most girls had my luck. /tangent



You still there? This will happen allot the tangents, I love to break apart words even though I don’t understand most of it much

 These are real people this time compared to my Komi xi post who is well know, my vivi jochan one which who I thought disappeared into the lens flare to never return which lead to why the post happened. Figures someone told me I’ll revive it but didn’t think with the same name at least, how odd again. And chaudie who also disappear but as we learn for vivi maybe wants a revival (btw be careful who you talk to cause she loves to pull info from other gals). These are normal “hint normal” girls who wants a shoe in the community. .


So why do I still critique girls after the butt hurt and backlash of others? Well I just love helping people and enjoy their progression. That feeling of “hey I helped her grow and become more confident.” I have quit critiqing many times by the over reaction from girls like these (((


I blocked their names because they are fairly new and may have a chance to change….but so far not one piece of progress whatsoever. Not one. 



Sidenote:she knows she’s tight that she can’t go to one of the greatest cities next to only few in the world. It’s like me being banned from Paris, or London or Tokyo. Hey she can go but not one of hte gals like her so best case she will try hard to find starters to hang with which are usually young girls who can’t lend her a room to sleep….a shame she can’t afford a hotel.



Here is one Example in the gyaru group she was told you can’t mix ulzzang and gyaru

my response was onto why a main big gal member left the group. 

it matches this post perfectly








(there is a post about that I’m suppose to do about gyaru ulzzang whatever. but there is a name out there for it)-She then went to another group complaining about the girls of the group and called them bitches. Didn’t expect me to speak up about it, guessing she’s used to people keeping quite. Made sure to whom she was calling bitches and kept asking and kept asking, she attacked me like I called her grandmother a stinking pile of dung. She back tracked sheepishly after and showed off how displeased she was, she then said the community is bitchy.



She takes joy in a picture because someone out there feels her pain. *Fake cries* why, why did I go up to her face and called her out WHY!!! How fake can I be? Moving along


Here is another who wanted to do a radio show and one of her subjects is about gyaru.



We…I mean they told her, no that’s impossible since she was basic and in order to understand it atleast try it. This has happened before and became a flop with another girl. Guess she didn’t like their opinions but since im related and friend to the group of people I guess im one of them. That and you need to brown nose the impersonator.


And this main one here is worst.  Lets show you how she deals with people




Notice not once she mentions where she can get it…well I think because she loves the knowledge she loves that power over someone because with out it she has nothing left. Someone else has to be at fault as well so she can make profit

you are ruining it for the rest of us. Yet she cant tell these girls where to get the garter?

So I gave an alternative. Help from the community itself ❤ data-blogger-escaped-br=””>



She dont like that though


And gave some bull information. 

so if she s not there to help the community with information, or sales what is she there for?

She also attack a new friend of mine thinks to her and called his item fake, she went to another user also and tried to sell her stuff…RIGHT ON THE POST. How disrespectful.


Lies, back stabs and my favorite, you say something that don’t belong in the ass kissing formula and she will erases it . You tell her what you think of how she attacks towards other people and she blocks you then complain on her Facebook to these same friend that have fell into the catergory.


If you do look at the original G_S post I didnt insult her, she insulted herself while blatantly insulting someone else. And if she erases it…well. You should know id have screened it. Have to admit, Dennis rodman is the most original thing shes said yet as an insult. Nothing else is on her

*HAD TO DO IT* Come on give me one, just one.


And you know what’s funny these are the types to say “say it to my face” but run away from internet confrontation. I feel that off the internet you meet them and you blow in their faces, they will flea. Call them out on their bullshit and they won’t confront their problems they will deny it, run from it or blame it on you. So I’ll talk behind their backs, not the way they do it but publicly here or with others that has problems but with something different, PROOF. Save some convos for proof because this he said she said don’t work.






They do NOT define the girls you can make into beauty as they try to participate[ate and improve, there are actually girls out there that wants the help and even though there is one brave girl out of the gallons of fools, that’s enough to keep going. Of course you’ll mostly get fools, I imagine these girls to never been told what’s right, and usually their maturity level can not handle critique. But hey thats what children do, they will grow. The things I did about 4 years ago I am not proud of, and hopefully they will grow as well.


How to handle the butt hurt? laugh and then share your knowledge to people who are worthy of it.


How to spot the butt hurt delinquents before you critique.

-Are they always the victim? (Why bitches always after me) (all the teachers hate me)

-Do they insult others looks constaly out of the blue?

-Do they have to prove they are not bothered? (Haters, I’m living the life)

-Do they have status only about themselves and never of let’s say, actual world problems? ***

-Are they lazy with makeup/ makeup looks/ coord? (Lashes = gyaru)

-Do they backtrack allot even though their original statement’s obvious? ( I didn’t mean this I meant that, yeah)***

-Are they friends with some but all of a sudden they never was friends. (She was an ugly bitch “anyway” I always wanted to etc…) “anyway” is the key point here. ******

-do they give up easily?

-can they handle honesty?

-are you afraid to critique them? (Cause you know they won’t understand)

-do they quote things that don’t concern them? (galuminati) seriously they have no clue of what that is.

-passive aggressive? ********

-do you have any time for our lord and savio……. Sorry, how did that get there.


****= major key points


Not everyone can handle honesty even if they say they want it, not everyone will like you after you try to help, not everyone will be thankful for the love you share with a certain style. There are tons of disrespectful children out there who wants your most beloved lifestyle as a victory pole to become more known and these are the girls with no effort behind it. There are girls who don’t improve at all, but at least they never gave up or try for originality.


Don’t let it stress you guys, dont let them ruin it for the rest of them and this is why you should keep critiquing yet still pick and choose the right people by watching the patterns. If one has a temper tantrum we are here to calm your nerves and move forward, and if people want to join the real galuminati *sparkle sparkle* -the real gals with the real heart to actually improve- they will have to prove it.


Seriously how do you rag on someone knowing that the family is everywhere in the community. And if you didn’t care why talk about gals behind closed doors where they can’t defend. Maybe because you know we can defend ourselevs, because you know we have proof of you idiocity, because we know you can’t handle it, the real world, the real truth and the real confidence.

bet the rants will go to message now, and bet she will use stalking referring to me……I was sent these and thought it would be nice to have people learn from this.



Oh and that picture of me

 They literally made a whole blog to post that one picture of me, an tried to cover it with reblogs

the picture is still on the first page and this was gow long ago? Bet they may use it now.

Someone gave me a good idea on who this is…haha you you silly fly.

I see you, oh I see you.  hahaha ulzzangganster



i.Fairy Tofi Gold Circle Lens






Natural Night pictures with the lens


 So this was for the Hannah birthday meet. I should have a post of that later on.


The lens can go from yellow to green to hazel. Its a natural type of lens for me.

Ill be getting a bright yellow one next, close to my previous grey ones. 





The comfort is not that great. Its a -3/5- because it feels like it needs a week worth soak. 

But they are so beautiful, ill keep wearing them till I get the bright yellow in the future. 

Like I said, these are natural type lens for me.




They dont ship very fast in my opinion. I paid 13$ for fast shipping and I live in the city where mail is shipped and would reach the next day. It should of gotten to me in 3 days or less right after purchase. I used paypal, paid in the morning of Friday and they didn’t ship it till Monday, then I got it like Thursday. 


Its fast but not fast enough for 13$ in the city








 But I will order again since they have allot of i.Fairy brands

and their customer service is excellent.










the comfort is whats bothering me but I think it just need some more time to soak.