Jochan ViVi Miekayo Is Fake

(Something happened recently so im blogging to keep my mind positive.
……positive, haha.)
dedicated to Amber XD

Lets start out with me saying I was an udoli, I have chemo brain so things I would like to remember like high school and some parts of college, unless I have documented it, I wont remember it and tanks god I dont remember much about udoli because there are behind the scene events I have never knew was going on. So I dont remeber much of the udoli days, just that I met most of the black gals I know there and it was the first style I ran into on the internet which back then I was devoted to.

The Udoli then is not like the one now so get over it, get over Vivi, get over saying udoli is the black ulzzang because it is not anymore. It was basically just a word made up for black girls who wanted to be ulzzang in the myspace days. I did have experience in ulzzang groups where they wont accept me (this is my pre-photoshop days) and I didnt know it was all about photoshop abusing then as the same now. That is why I understand how girls of all ages fall for dakota Rose and other dolls of the internet then mistaken them as real.

Now I dont know much of Vivi’s personality and of course she can choose to be nice to me and be horrid to others and in fact I think that is what she did. But im not going to talk of her personality, but of her appearance and her misleading ways to the persons that dont know.

She photoshops her hair? And was very bad at it.

Look at the copy paste, clone tool going on there. The same strand over and over again and honestly I never really looked at her pictures enough to see that obvious cloning, I always though she had the best wigs and wanted to get them myself because they were full and the shape was pretty ulzzang realated.
Her nose
You are telling me that this nose is that nose? And there goes that hair again on the top right
Circle lens dont fit flat on your eyes like that….ever. This one on the right is misshapen and pupils are round, why is it so squiggly? Those lens is an alien to the whole picture, its was never there and it is invading her eyes.


These two are the same people? Also, no one knows where she is from

She is black, she is not japanese, she dont live there and im sure of you she has never been.
oh hey
This to ——————————————————–> This
That girl on the left my friends is the closest to vivi. No high angles, no blur, or bright bathroom lightning, no shopped lashes and circle lens, yet still have the upper lip going on there. This is …….well I dont know her real name, but this is the girl who had invented ViVi jochan miekayo
Here she looks like she didnt photoshop her face as much and when I say photoshop I mean increaseing and decreasing sizes and shaps of her face/body/hair/etc….

…..REALLY? Im sorry but fake photoshopped lashes and lens should be banned from being posted or pass as an actual style and only should be used to see what it would look like, not to be posted as an actual picture. Its just weird okay.

Photoshopped eye makeup and blush…looks like the blush and eyeshadow are from the same photoshop palette 

ahhh, the photoshopped hair is back

She didnt pull in her lips this time…well not as much.  
She hides her top lips allot, its always spread out, covered with something or pulled in.

THIS IS VIVI. She didnt learn the blur tool as yet and still spreading her top lip.

and we are back to discovering the shopped lashes and bluuuuuurrrrr

her eyes is not that big by the way. 
So here you go, I hope I didnt destroy your dreams. 
Like I said for Komi the expert character
ViVi is the same thing; a character and if you know this, go on to praising her like a god and if not, well Im glad I can open your eyes more the to internet world. This is how we play.

 ugh they have more news, im not going to spell/grammar check this

Gyaru Make Eye Shape Experiments

Here are the many shapes

This is the makeup I did last blog post

Half moon


Almond eyes

I hate this one <<

Kind of mid half moon I guess

Cat eyes

It would be a bit of a long loong looong post. So here is an animation of the application.
*disclamer: the pictures are not so true to color. the lighting has washed out most of my black makeup and to show the real deal I have another animation to show the dark eyeshadow.*


Kind of went for almond eye half moon
just a bit more with a natural tone

My lighting is way off and as usual I will try and try again

This is the real-ish lighting
Do you reconize the wig?
Its the “I think its a gyaru wig” wig but older in age.
I think it aged well and got much full when I washed it and hung it upside down
Ill have to buy a black one. I think with this wig
(since it hardly sheds with me) will stay for awhile

Now for the real heavy gyaru look Im thinking
individual lashes witht eh mascara and heavier black shadow.
But I was going for somethig like this

Yet hers a a bit heavy
but I’m thinking that is cause of the contrast of that
white-ish skin tone

Well this blog was tiring to do.

Im loving my afro

From this

To this

Udoli-esque, fros out to play

I let my hair out again for the weekend, just done my weekly wash today and had it out yesterday and the day before that

Family outing to Coney Island.
It was a good hangout I love bonding with my family it keeps us laughing and together
I hate that fall is coming but love that I finally get to use most of my blazers

Here is the makeup.
I dont know what inspired me, I think its Badu.
That hint of color kind of reminds me of urban style.
“Puffy 3 tone greys”

Have to give that weird cute kind of face right?

And now the serious black woman with no man, but dont need one face.
(I have a man btw)

Puffy 3 tone/ G&G / Shiny aqua & Grey

video is here
These lens have a huge tittle don’t they. Well in my book they deserve it. I love them to death though more on the Grey side…But its a shame cause I adore blue its my favorite color.
Wig and lashes review will come lateryou can click the images for a closer look

With pictures there comes 1000 words. Who said its from you and only from you

Comfort: 5/5
If you clean it before it goes in your eye then you going to be fine
(same for when putting them back in the case)
Color: 5/5
It have the natural and the obvious. I get told I have pretty eyes
then other time I get told awesome contacts. I guess it depends on your lighting
Enlargement: 3/5
Not too big not too small and you don’t get the blur like in 14.2 and under
You don’t look like an alien but it still gives enlargement.
3 is not a bad number just its just in the middle and best of both worlds
Come back again: 5/5
Hells yes ill buy this again

Anyone- From cosplay to a day out.

Art time.

I Finished this last week and the commissioner love it which I am extremely happy for. She didn’t want a background but I do. I do not know what to put there and backgrounds is one of my weak points not because I cant draw it but because since I put so much effort on the characters features and posing also hair especially fabric, which I did take awhile to do and color (the figuring out of it), I forget what I want for the background or never really practice on it. That is my next stop

In other news *ha* I am doing a series of cards for the sailor scouts, all nine of them and luna an if so the other felines to make it up for one deck. This is one of the pictures that is denied for not being anime. Why ? Well im on that and looking for answers, but that can be another story.Not finished with the card layout

Here is my art book collection

These are my fave out of all , I may have like 5 more but didnt bother to show them.
#5 I just got today. Im just like my art , anime with a dash of realistic. My favorites here are (If I can choose ) 4, 5, 6, 13, 18. Five books is enough I suppose

Also on the Udoli video. I don’t think I will upload it. I dont feel it cause my hair is not long enough for me. Im one of those, those who is self conscious about my fro. Soon thou soon ill let go

Feb 6 birth of the beginning

Will have a vid on it later
We had so much fun. It was nice time out of searching around china town
looking at bunny furries and avoiding the cracks and pops of that celebration tube.
Was also trying to find a friend and avoid not meeting another.
We didn`t get any so its a half full half empty thing, so we went to the Elizabeth center.

The one we do not want to meet is an acquaintance used to be close friend that
have drop out of our lives for awhile. Dont want a weird convo on my birthday is all.
We also almost always pull the first move of things in this situation and now its their turn to grow up, we are tired of the baggage become a person for once and not a person to baby
and we will talk. But if not we will go on our day as if nothing happened.

I also went clothes shopping and thinking of doing it more but this time my tom said he will do such for me. I always felt bad accepting things from him but I realized he is happy when he sees me happy and he`s happy when he buys me things. I do not want to get used to this so ill keep thinking the way I think and we will have balance.

Anyway the shopping is going Udoli and Gyaru in forever 21 and I do not mind it. Ill be that this summer and throw out the old clothes I had since high school 8 years ago haha. Yes I still fit them.

Here is my Snow Noe before we head out.

And Trinity AKA Tina-tin-tin

This was desert but I had to post first
will have a video of the shop up hopefully sooner than later
Its a Japanese place that makes mostly American food
and it is to die for, we go there all the time.

Mushroom spaghetti for joe over there
and I had seafood spaghetti

She had the coffee float
and I had the melon soda float
and when I say “I” I mean me and tom
we share food I do eat allot but not at once.
That was not all of our day
that would be in the video.

Udoli and me. Im tired

EDIT: I have cooled down and yet going to try one last time.
Maybe 3 is the charm.

“Its not you doll. I have been with udoli awhile and it seems it will never get anywhere. Every time something is finalized and done with, there is always wanting of change usually drastically, and all over again. Because of the fear of other people thoughts and criticizing nothing will ever go forward. How are we to start if we have never started yet of anything. Im kind of tired, and dont think I can start this discussion of udoli all over again . Nothing is ever strong and defined and with this nothing of udoli will ever move. No wonder many are confused, so much change in only some months, no one knows which to follow. Ill just do what I usually do and just call it a style I have. All that hard work and discussions to please as many as we can was basically a joke. You cant please anyone no matter of how much you care for it. If udoli grows to the same or completely different I may be there later or never. Ill just stay in the background till its (maybe it can be) final. Or become a lurker who knows.

A response I made. I feel to give up and just move on. I think I might thou
I wont abandon udoli, but since the past members disappeared a new generation comes in. And you know what that means. Lets change yet again. The mention of udoli can be called furries and people will judge and think this way is the complaints. Who cares, I don’t, we shouldn’t.

Anyone out there, whats style should I do now. Or maybe Ill just do what I do and just be my own creature.

I am just too tired of this changing. It will never be stable if this happens every year.


I love makeup and dressing up. What person dont. Guys like to play games acting out killing monsters and becoming the ultimate person of awesomeness. Girls are also getting into that as well. But still on the I want to be saved manner.

Well as I write more I draw more , I develop my characters more. But when am I going to broadcast my characters, make a web comic or an art book of them. When I feel that im maybe close to ready. When im more mature not in my actions but ripe in my art when its good to eat up. I dont want it to be pre mature but I dont want it to spoil eitheir. I do have a life ahead of me hopefully. And I dont want to be that typical person with the same old art genre which will be hard to do. Being original is not original itself. Like Udoli. Its not original but more of forgotten or not acknowledged. Ill work with that. What in the comic or to some of you manga or even game is forgotton or not seen anymore. That is the way ill go or at least get close to as I can.

And what is original? I say it is not following a trend. Cause no one can be original. Just have to reinvent. But as I was saying its not following a trend. The same old same old, a more of a fan inspiration of a book or illustration. I dont want my work to be a big old fan comic/art of a favorite book or favorite books. Yes I can be inspired and it can lead me to a different pattern.
I can use a base and turn it into a roof.

Yeah just typing away what I feel.